Thursday, June 19, 2008
More Notes from Psych Class
Professor: And in anorexia nervosa, the individual slowly wastes away until they-??
Student: Disappear?
I think the entire class cut loose on that one. Though in a sense that's correct, there's not much left of the individual even if they don't die. Diabetes and several other chronic diseases that make losing weight dangerously easy are powerful weapons, one that most physicians will never know about because even if you don't have diabulemia + to the best of your ability try to do it right, highs and elevated a1cs plague most of us.(so health care professionals can only guess) Unless the individual is made (self) aware of/gets help for their disorder things won't go very well for them.(even worse then normal eating disorders)
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Choices & Craigslist
5"2 petite gal, do you blame me? it wouldn't take much to do me in) Met in a very public place(to attempt to be as safe as possible).
The recent news RE immunosuppressive free transplantees is extremely interesting to me. For many people with diabetes, this could be BIG. (if they could get it to work with the pancreas/islets)Knock off the nasty drugs, and wouldn't a transplant do more good then harm? Obviously, so people have transplants and have nothing but problems(from acne to Zollinger-Ellison Syndrome)but most people do pretty well. Why they can't predict any of this is frustrating. This is the 21st century, The Golden Age of DNA Research- and the secret of the cell lies just as locked as its ever been. Why they can't they run a test and tell you what kind of drug you need(based on how your DNA is) instead of trying them all out.
Personally, I have no problems with people getting pancreas + islets transplants. More power to them, they know what they're getting into(and what they're trying to leave behind) They've lived a life of diabetes, and are exhausted by it(body and soul)The chance to start clean is either necessary(for survival)or very much longed for. They're not "failures" or "weak." Alot of people with diabetes seem to have this idea that a transplant is a copout,(some of those people could really use a transplant themselves, have horrible hypo unawareness) but man, these people are just trying to make it. If I were in that situation(kidney failure, retinopathy, severe hypo unawareness with no CGMS, other complications) you'd better believe I'd want a transplant. There is a limit to my macho-ness(see below!)
KF=need for immuno drugs anyway,retinopathy= going blind(high probability + I do not handle blindness well), and hypo unaware=gambling with your life on a regular basis.
Right now I am blessed to be in (relatively) good health but the day may come that I go down that road myself, and its not as scary to me as the never ending list of things that diabetes can do to one.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
We Didn't Start the Fire(revised)
Nicole Johnson, Gary Hall, Endo Conferance in Krakow
Banting, Best, and Collins too-Got my D News from The View
Sutherland, Elvis P, All the news at CWD
Atkins, cals, and carb counting; Elliott Yamin sure can sing
Brett Michals, Team Type 1 ; A women’s work is never done
Ketostix, DKA- that is all I did today!
Glucose tabs, jelly beans, Holy Cow I’m hypoing
Glucagon +vomitting, Wish I understood this thing
Dextrose drip, needles, pain; yeah by now I’m quite insane...
ADA , BGAT, BMI (you’re way too fat)
Terroism all the time; syringes on an airline
Panic Room, ER, Check before you drive your car
NPH, urine test, Now we’ve got the very best
Marathons and Ironmen, alcohol and even gin
Lantus, Novo, CGM- Let’s go workout at the gym
Resolutions in the air, C’mon take the OC Dare!
We didn't start the fire
It just started burning
And our world's been churning
We didn’t start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we sure do fight it.
A1cs go over 8, Complications crowd your plate
Joslin, juice, a future mate; diabetes on a date
"Forecast" in ‘48, Diagnosed in ‘98
Wishin’ I could wipe this slate; till it becomes too late!
Ebay, spark of sunshine in your day
Marriage, love and kids too- don’t let "D" define you
On my honor, Dead in Bed, R is for the color Red
Quilt for Life, jobs + more, diabetes is a chore
Wish I had a million bucks, help to pay for all this stuff!
Basal rates, bolusing, meters really aren’t my thing
Test strips flying everywhere; here’s some coke, I wanna share..
Drama in the workplace, curious about blood’s taste..
Cataracts, surgery; glasses aren’t enough for me
Drops and doctors tinkering, Now my kidneys go ka-ching..
We didn’t start the fire
No, we didn’t light it, but we sure did fight it
We didn’t start the fire
But when we’re gone
will it still go on, and on, and on, and on..
(till there’s a cure?)

